Reblog if one of your greatest fear is seeing your parents in the hospital bed.
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And the malikconda should be inside of me but we don’t get what we want do we
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myheartispointinginonedirection:
One Direction - What Makes You Beautiful (Acapella)
Harry’s solo, omg.
Omfg love
Jesus Christ Harry’s solo…just close your eyes and pretend he’s right there
holy shit harRYS SOLOO
Listen and read:
Harry’s Pov
Hand in hand, lying on a towel at the beach. Constantly wanting to kiss her and hold her. How we took ages to actually say good bye to each other, because we couldn’t help but kiss.
I remember the first day we met, my cheesy pick up lines, the first time we kissed and they way she’d lay in my arms and we didn’t have to say anything, we just held each other for hours.
Those little things are how I want Caitlin to remember me, the happy moments.
I never told her about my…condition at first because I wanted her to think I was normal, I was healthy. When I knew that I wasn’t, I knew I was dying.
As these thoughts go away, I come back down to reality.
Im lying in a hospital bed, barely breathing.
Cailtin’s holding my motionless hand, and whispering things to me.
“You can’t leave me Harry, you said you wouldn’t. You promised me we’d stay strong and fight. “ She said through heavy sobs. She paused for a couple of minutes then said the last sentence I would hear from her.
“As much as it hurts me to see you slip away Harry, I know that I have to let you go. We’ve been strong for so long and now..there’s just no fight left in us.” She started crying hysterically, squeezing my hand tighter than before.
“I’ll never forget you Harry, I love you so much” She whispered.
Everything she said made me want to open my eyes even more or at least say something, but I couldn’t get anything out.
Someone once told me that before you die you start to go numb, you die slowly,
one body part at a time…
I started losing feeling in my toes already, next was my fingers.
The numbness slowly crawled up my feet and hands, giving me limited time to think…
Think about how much I’m going to miss my family.
The numbness had travelled up to my stomach now and I no longer could feel my arms.
Before My body completely shuts down, I think about Caitlin.
I’m leaving her on her own but as much as I want to stay and be with her, I cant. I have the sudden desire to go to sleep, I give in to that desire
taking my last breath, my body shuts down completely
and cancer takes me.
You don’t realise how weak you are until your final moment, you think nothing can possibly hurt you, you feel so strong. When In reality, even the tiniest thing could end your life in seconds.
We don’t realise how fragile we really are.
